Haha, gawd, I SWEAR I didn't concieve of this to be such a sad post until it all came out.
I do have a dark sense of humor and I think it's exaggerated in dark times.
Anyway. I miss you guys! I wanna come back.
Here's what's been going on, STILL no one is sure about the future of PAS. We're all hopeful and helpless. In the meantime I've been painting alot and reacquainting myself with the friends I avoided while I mourned.
I've been seeing clients privately and so far that's working out quite well so, this may become the story of an independent Dominatrix, instead of one working from a dungeon.
Except, not anytime soon. I still have scripts to last us a year or more and I'm not prepared to abandon my beloved dungeon-gal characters. Perhaps someday in the future, when it's not so raw, Nic will relive what's been going on here in reality...
But, for now, I wanna get us back to my fantasy world. I may post one or two more moody reflections of the times and I don't promise consistancy in coloring or style but if you'll give me that then I'll get us back to our regularly scheduled program.
Somedays are better than others, I guess that's life.
Oh, and PS, I totally got all of your amazingly kind posts and emails from all over the web. I responded to very few, I know, but trust me, you all warmed my heart deeply, just knowing you were out there listening.
